I'm a bit disappointed in my-self.
I have this blog completely
abandoned and every time the posts have less and less information.
There is a reason
thought:
My lovely and dear
best lover cannon camera had a lost, its lense died about 6 months ago, which
means I have no digital camera, which was the main material I was using for
posting.
Enough excuses and back to the
posting...
"Clarita in Berlin". It's
been already a year since we moved to Berlin.
It's not been an easy year, many
transcendental events had happened since then. They had made us stronger and we
are still fighting to get our life stabilized in this country.
Germany is not easy, not even for
the European community. Just as a tinny example, I've been fighting now for a
month in order to get a German health insurance. Dude, I can't understand it: alright,
I'm a student (Psychology at UOC, remember?), but I live in Berlin, so please
make me a fucking health insuranceeeeeeee!!!! No, they don't get it, I'm Spanish
and student, enrolled at a Catalan university, so I must be here temporarily...
Well, no matter how many times you explain that studying and working in the
present doesn't mean being in the place the institution/company belongs, they
don't get it. Laws are lousy and ridiculous. I know it will be all fine
hopefully by 2015, but MEN, I wish I'd be paid by the time I'm spending calling
them. The funniest thing is that, obviously, I have to pay a monthly fee for
the insurance. And 1000 of discussions about the equivalent of the Spanish
public health insurance, blablabla. No one seems to understand than in Spain no
matters who you are, what do you do, if you pay taxes or not, if you are there
for 5 days or 5 years or forever you will always be able to go to the doctor
for free, they won't question you, they won't look up at you, they will just
fucking nurse you. End of the story.
I recently finished the B1 German language
level. Taking a break at the moment, too much info and vocabulary for only 9
months of studying! I'm glad however, I love this language, it's so romantic,
it has a solution for everything, there is no "but this is not
possible" as I find often answered in the Netherlands. Here, there is
place for many conversational Loops. However, I still didn't get to the point
of being able to understand the 10 sentences for saying "yes you are right"
or "no, I don't agree" or whatever someone wants to say. It
"klingt " as serious deep conversations constantly, and that fits me
(laughing with irony about my-self... for the non irony catchers). Anyways, I
continue with the German in February, B1+ and ich gehe zum B2! I hope by the
end of the B2 I can speak a bit faster, now I'm like a retarded 3 year old kit
who wants to say any stupid thing it's possible in order to communicate.
I met really nice people during
those lessons. They are almost my everything in social live terms.
Then, Laborberlin it's a busy
consuming time association and I love it. We have our next event next Sunday
the 23rd of November in a location in our hood, Ausland. I'll be presenting the
first sketches of my new work. I'm so nervous.
And... PSYCHOLOGY! Every day gets
more interesting, getting trained to search and read articles. This semester I
took almost a full time schedule. And, of course, my favorite subject is
Genetics (I have to admit in a lower tone voice that I also love Psychology of
the organizations...). Incredibly I'm dealing very well with statistics. Makes
me happy since it will be probably 40% of my future, if I'm lucky, 50%: cases,
studies... STATISTICS!!
Tomorrow I'm also starting (as a
client) a 10 sessions of coaching. I'm looking forward to see this process from
close by and check out if I can really tune my objectives and discard those
ones which my heart didn't truly make space for them. More focus: more happiness.
That doesn't exclude amazing holidays in Spain or other locations with see.
And wow... I wish I will always write so much!
Thanks for making it until the end if you have read me, and until the next one!
Now some shity pics from the android:
